Artist's Rendering of Cowgirl at a Spelling BeeCowgirl is an author of tales about humiliation and abuse. I first encountered her when a boy who was obsessed with me came across her story "Humiliating Porky"-- he mentioned it to me, and I had him read it to me over the phone, and I absolutely loved it. I cackled and cackled at it. He was getting all turned on reading it, and I thought it was hilarious how much he wanted to be abused and humiliated like the girl in the story.

The story was just so.... messed up. It was like a train wreck-- you couldn't look away. And more than any other work of written fiction, it captured the dynamic of how I've hurt people. Why do these people hurt themselves for me?? Most fiction authors can't fathom the motivation that would compel a person to utterly destroy themselves just to please someone else-- they generally have to resort to some stupid ploy like magic or hypnosis to explain the drive of self-destructive people. Cowgirl was different-- her story reminded me of my 'victims'-- shocked by their own behavior, scared by it, even repulsed by it-- but still inexorably driven to hurt themselves for me.

Later, when I decided to make the website, I knew I would have to have the author of that story be a part of it. Josh tracked down her email address, and she and I had a little heart-to-heart. Of course, she was eager to help out any way she could, so I put her to work finding stories that would be good on the site. I think she's done an excellent job of it.

Cowgirl claims to be a chronically bad speller with some sort of dyslexic-like learning disability. But in this age of spell-checkers, that explanation doesn't really hold water. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that it's a transparent attempt to draw criticism to herself-- obviously, she likes being criticized for her utter incompetence in spelling. It's cute, in a pathetic sort of way.

When asked, here's how Cowgirl describes herself:

HI, My names cowgirl, and I'm a 27 year old professional woman who's into writing lurid Female/Female erotic humiliation stories, mostly involving nonconsensuality or reluctant individuals. (that are poorly spelled!)

Now, some of my stories DO contain girls (as young as 14) dominating older women. It's nothing I'd do in real life, and it doesn't advocate (and is no excuse for) exploiting real life children! I love to hear from readers, women or men with symilar interets. No one under eighteen please !!!!!

Jennifer (Aka: cowgirl)